Saturday, October 29, 2005

God Asked Me a Question!

這個星期過得很特別。神竟然對我說話!

星期一病倒了!到家庭醫生求診時,順便驗一驗孕:因我好多年都沒有試過月經遲來,加上之前在家驗了兩次都沒有清晰的結果。終於醫生告訴我,仲未可以恭喜你。說實在,始終半信半疑:一日月經未來,一日尚有機會。如是者,過了兩天心情七上八落的生活。星期二放工的時候,心中仍不斷在想這件事。正當巴士差不多到站時,腦裡好像有人重重的問了我一句:你信不信衪會給你一個兒子?我當時想也沒有想,便答:我信!

上了車後,一直在想這奇妙的「對答」。心中竟感到平安了許多!令我越來越相信,剛才的問題是出於神的!當時亦立即問自己,假若月經來到,你仍相信衪會給你一個兒子嗎?我仍答:我信!星期三,月經真的來到,出奇地,我沒有以前每個月派成績表的失望傷心流淚痛哭。我想,一定是昨日神給我的這個認定,改變了我!

記得年初的時候,曾有一段時間埋怨神,為何老公可以這樣清楚確信神會給他一個兒子,而我卻看不到也感受不到衪的應許。現在,我感謝天父(直接間接地)向我展示衪的應許 ─ 至少,我是這樣相信! ^_^

Hihi

Hihi!

May God bless you all!

Heard from friends about blog long ago. Wanted to be one of you and express how I feel. Building up our family with new additions have been me and my husband' s wish for the past year. We have been married for nearly three years and we have tried making babies for almost a year. Apart from this, I am also a social worker who works for adoption. I help waiting children in Hong Kong to find suitable and committed adoptive families in the States. I was inspired by my colleague one day when I shared with her my struggles in the baby-making process. She asked me to write down all these thoughts. It can be so helpful to myself, my job and also other people!

Wish that we can all grow through all these heart-warming sharing!